I feel alone, I have so many people around me and I feel SO alone. I don’t like the feeling, but I also don’t want anybody to talk to me or look at me, just don’t acknowledge me. I’m so back and fourth, I’m losing my mind. No one understands, I don’t need them to understand that something’s wrong with me, I just need them to understand that sometimes I want to be alone and that sometimes I need someone to hold me and be there, and occasionally I’ll get really upset and all I need is for them to let me scream or yell or do what I need to do to get my anger out. I don’t like this anymore than they do, I actually hate it. It’s making me go crazy. I just really need someone’s support, and not their judgment or frustration.
